i miss someone :(

grr. i miss him so much. please bring him to me ;(

no tittle .

hmm. i just want to talk. i mean i want to write anything in my minds. haha. hmm. i felt so boringg lately. i just stay at home n not going any where. only sitting in front of television n laptop. i wish i can go to the beach or shopping mall or air terjun n anywhere that far from my house. grr. but i still fine here. haha. we have just 4 n 5 weeks more before the holiday ends. right? hmm. sometimes i wish i have my own car to go to any where i want. just drive drive n drive till the petrol finished . haha. but the fact is i have no car n i can't drive b'coz idk how. haha.

hmm. lets talk about something else. hmm. do u think that MR. RIGHT is really exist? i mean a man who is romantic, lovely, caring, honesty,sincerely, n more . i like to watch a love story u know. expecially english movie. evrytime i watch that kind of story i felt stunning to the heroes n heroin. b'coz its make me believe that the true love is exist.haha. its doesn't make sense right?

i know maybe 20% of man in this world are MR.RIGHT. but not all of the man is perfect. no no no. no one is perfect act. everyone have their own advantage n dearth . we're not searching for perfect love act, but we're searching for happyness in a relationship. isn't? :) but if i get a MR.RIGHT, wahhhh i think my life gonna be bright bright n more bright which is fully with the beautiful diomand that always shine on me. hahaha. it just a dream. hmm.

love is a half of the reason for us to continue our life. isn't? but not for everyone. haha. half of people just ignore what they feel or what they want . maybe b'coz they are afraid of sumthing or they don't know how to tell the truth. am i right? hmm. no wonder lah ade yg jd "andertu" or "bujang telajak" kn? haha.

hmm. can i know the reality of life is? my life is great act. but i'm not see it in the right way. i mean i'm not felt like i'm the lucky one who have a good life. hmm. i've got everything, my parents bought everything for me. they also spent a lot of money for me. not just properties but they give me a love . but sometimes i hate when my mother yelling and mad at me. it is annoyng, but i know i've make a lot of mistakes n she just want me to realize what i was did n be a good girl . hmm. i always imagine that my life is like the fairytale or princess. i imagine that i have many beautiful shoes, cloth, accesries n more. i only have to wait for the true love n happy . no sadness. the fairytale story is always have the happy ending. there have a great story n wonderfull life. but the reality is, life is not easy n focus for one thing. we have to face many things n it is not easy like the story we hear or read . its more hard n precious. n we can feel the truth not just see with the eyes n hear with the ears. last night is history, today is reality n tomorrow is mistery. is it true? yeah ofcoz it is. we can learn from the past , face a new things today n we can't expect what will happen tomorrow . hmm. do u know what will happen in 1 second next ? every 1 seconds anything can happen. people born and died. this world become oldest . and our age increase n near to the last breathe. but y we still doing the same thing everyday? no changes in our daily routine. boringg isn't? hmm. yeah , who knows maybe someone always do the same things b'coz they feel happy with their own ways. like to do the same mistakes. no realization. not thinking wise n always do something that he never have to do. especially teenagers like me. in our age, we're not looking for the future. not b'coz we can't think for our own future but we're NOT think for the future. just stuck in one direction. but we can change our direction if we want to n try to go other direction that bring us to the right way.

lastly, anything what we're doing, make sure we do the right things and not just follow ur mind. we have to listen for our hearts too and think before we make the decision. i'm not perfect to give advise for other people, but this advise is to myself. i always remind myself to do the good things. sometimes i do the right things but sometimes i do the bad things. i'm normal person right not an angel or GOD.

shopping :)

ny la na citer, haha. mase ary khamis rytuh one day before raye haji, aku n parnts aku kua la en.
kononnye na g lunch n bli brng msk kat giant. tetibe ibu aku dgr lak iklan kat radio psl parkson ade sale . then trus ia ajk g parkson kat batu phat. haha. aku pa lg excited lah kn na pegy. da lame tashopping. hahha. pas mkn kat pumpkin trus kitowg grak g bp. mse smpay tu pergh rmay gyle owg kat dlm . ia mcm bg 1 hour utk owg serbu lelong nye tao. hahha. then aku bli 2 sua, n dua bju. and high heels carlorino wane kuning 1 . heels tu i bought only rm29. cntek doe. i love it. then da abes mase kitowg msuk kat dlm parkson nye plak. td kat lua aww. pa2 masuk2 nmpak plak handbag . then g la round2. aku da tepikat kat 1 handbag alain delon ny aww. skaly pndang jeh trus jatuh cinta. haha. aku enat ibu ta kasi bli aw, tp ia kate amek la. hargenye rm170 lebeyh aw. tu after 50% less. perghh, mhal. haha. pkay baucher leyh la kn. haha. mak aku bli 3 handbag aw. sume lawa2 doe. gerram aje. haha. ny la antara brang yg aku bli. hee. thx ibu :))

this is a friends :D

i amek mase berjam2 utk menyiapkn video ini. haha. all the memories will never erased b'coz i love all my friends. i hope u guys also love our friendship :)

snap picture with my lesbobies amoyy :)

pagi td ade program hari penutup derma parenthon. kul 8sengah mcm tu ade poco-poco aw. ahhaha. best gyle. yg plng excited aku lah kn. haha. mcm2 lgu ia bkk. lgu keling pun ade. haha. aku pun ape lg, joget tarian keling la. haha, then cegu sempat snap plak mse aku nga joget keling tuh gne cmera ia. haha. tp aku tadpt tgk. bab cegu tuh da blek. haha. pa2 pas amek hadiah n mkn, aku , amoyy n ank cegu aku izzah g jln2 kat dlm skula. then kitowg port kat tapak perhimpunan. amoyy ckp 'jum amek pic lompat2' haha. aku pun ape lg, terus mangon n sruh izzah snap. haha. iny lah hasil dri pengmbrn kami tgh ary td. haha ;))

my family :))

Rosman bin osman

(my beloved ayahanda)

in the picture above is my father. he is the best father in the world. his cool, gentle, funny,lovely,sporting n more. ia juga kuat melatah. haha. my habbit is kacau ia 24hours. sian my ayah cyg ny. haha. no wonder that my mother keep saying that i ny ank ayah. haha. we're very close. even i'm 16y/o but my attitude like 3y/o. always asked my father to carry me at his back , hug him very tight n bully him. haha. but, that is the way i show my love. you know what, every words that he said can make me cry. even he said with little high voice n his not mad act but automaticly i'll cry or overflowing. i love him very much you know. no one can replaced him. we always fighting you know? haha. bile i merajuk nan ayah, i akan ckp 'tanak lah kwn nan ayh' . then he will say 'tanak suda, slmt duit aku. haha' . when i heard he say that, i will say 'eah cop2, ta jd la, adk na kwn nan ayh blek'. after that we will loughing like hell. haha. everyday this dialog akan kami lontarkn. haha. hmm. he is my father, boyfriend, hero, my strength n everything.

p/s : thx for everything ayh. when i was born until now you always make me happy. n i'm sorry for my bad behaviour. iloveyou ayah ! :)

fazidah binti samin
(my beloved bonda)

yeah, she is my mother. she is the best my mother in the world too. but sometimes she's not. haha. she is garang,sporting,lovely, n moreeee. even sometimes she annoying but i still love her very much. no one can replaced her too . i ny mmg ank mnje kn. i ny mmg mnje kn, so even kdg2 i skit aty nan ia, tp i tetap suke huh ia, kish ia, mntak dukung sume. haha. tp bile ia nga naek angin, sumpah takut weyhh. grr. i mls la na citer yg buruk2 psl ia kn, i na citer yg best2 jeh. haha. sury ibu, ily. hee. she is my bonda, bestfriend, fashion adviser, my backbones n evertything.

p/s : ibu, adek mntak maaf bab adek manyak sgt wat slh nan ibu. but i always loving you no matter what u do to me. you always the best person in my life. i am the lucky daughter b'coz i've got you as my mother :)

Ahmad Shafiq bin rosman

(my beloved kakanda)

he is my big brother n the eldest son. his attidue is same as my mother. hot tamper,caring n loving sometimes, crazy,jahat, n ect. haha. his word also have a power like my dad. grr. what ever he said , can make me cry. lg2 when he treat me very nice or when he said that he love me. perggghh, meleleh siot air mate. idk why i feel like that. weird isn't? haha. i also manje nan ia. but not 24 hours lah kn. tp tak la hug2 sume tuh. biase2 jeh. haha. n ia suke tarik rmbut i. haha. siot jeh. n u know what, bile ia na siap2 bru pas mndy n na kua kn, ia la siap plng lmbt. mcm pompuan. na test2 bju dlu, touch-up2 dlu. hahah. walopun juz na kua g kday dpn. haha. sengal kn? he always asked me when da siap2 pkay bju sume en 'adek, oke ta? klaka ta? smart?'. i also asked him that question too when i want to go out. haha. tp my father always col us 'anjeng n kucing' . b'coz kalo kitowg da gado 1 ary mmg tak sah. haha. but i always love him even he is annoying too ;DD.

p/s : abg, adek syg kat abg aw. eventhough adek slalu makan hati nan abg , adek tetap syg abg. haha.

Amiratul shahirah binti rosman

(yes, this is me)

i am the youngest in my siblings. 1st is my brother n the last one is me. you all already knew that i ny mmg mnje kn? haha. i ny friendly, not good in fighting, sensetive,cheerful, n idk. haha. i have no more words to say. so, i left u all with one kiss, mwahxx. haha.

i am happiness girl :)

- yeah, i wanna smile n loughing like this everyday :))

my routine :)

school day - as usual perkare wajib yg dilakukn ialah check hp ade msj or miscol ke takde. haha. then mengeliat dlu. pastu kmas tmpat tido. n i will sit infront of the mirror . dok2 dpn cemin berangan jap, senyum sorg2, ckp gudmorning , betul2 kn rmbut n kish mirror. haha. then kunci pintu blik pa2 amek towel n go to bath. pas mndy mestyla pkay bju kn, haha. then gsok bju skula jap kat blik ayh n pkay. pas da siap pkay bju n tdung, amek hp msj danial ckp 'oke by, i gtg na off hp ny. tc n ily, tata' . pa2 off hp n nyorokkn. haha. after that amek bag, tutup kipas n lampu n pintu n ltk bag kat pntu dpn. isi air dlm botol pink i tu kjap n slm parnts, n ofcoz kacau ayh skaly. haha . ckp iloveyou kat diowg n babyee. kunci pintu n naek van. da smpay kat skula tu biase borak2 kan. n ofcoz i like to disturb people. haha. ketawa sne, joget sne joget cny, merepek2 jap. haha. ble blek skula , slin bju n tido. if tatido aku tgk tb, ampay kaen n mencekik. da kul 6 g mndy n snap2 pic jap n joget2 kat dlm blik n berangan2 , pa2 bru kua blik n get my dinner, haha. pa2 tgk tb or on9. pa2 tido. haha. dgr mcm boringg kn routine i ny? tp for me, ta boringg langsung. maybe b'coz i da set my mind that say no to "boringg". hahha. aku ta pk boringg pun. so, taboringg la. hee. iny routine harian aku :))

life?

so many things that we have to get through in this world. all the experience and memories is called a life. no matter what was the experience or memories that u've been through it must give the effect in your life. i give u some of the example oke. hmm, from 5 y/o we go to school until 17y/o . we go to school b'coz we want to improve our knowledge to go another step of our life. we learned about maths,bm,bi,science,fzk,chmstry,agama,sjrah n more. after we finished SPM, we start go to the next stage. we become matured n start thinking what we want to do. continue stdying or work. whatever the choice u make for ur own future it must be a right choice. it is b'coz 1 step u go foward, u can't go back . we've got the experience from this journey right? and from this experience u also got so many memories . sweet memories n bad memories. memories of fall in love, hurt, go to holiday, sumone that we love die, get a new friends, lost a bestfriends, and ect. from all of this experience n memories its make ur life better. but some people make the wrong ways from the begining so that their future is dark n become worse. the conclusion is there is no life if u have no experience and memories. b'coz from both of it , it will give u a instruction to improve ur life for the future.

da lme ta update blog weyh

hello guys, sury coz da lme ta on ms n blog. ms slalu gak la i on but blog tidak.

haha. i'm so bz lately.ade kelas itu kelas ini, pegy sne, pegy cny, bz bz bz. haha. smpay ta update pun psl raye. haha. sokayy la. jnjy i dpt wish HAPPY DEEPAVALI . haha. next week 26oktber da final exam. mampus. tastudy lg doe.. ayorrkk. seremm. makin dkt na cuty skula ny makin mls lak na blaja. otak pk na pegy bejln jeh. haha. tp tape, ade mse lg 1 mnggu for get ready. kn? wish me luck k. hee :))

berbuke puase di ruma cegu rosleen :)

pada 16.9.2009 iaitu semlm, kelas 4 IT telah mengunjungi ke ruma cegu kami utk majlis berbuke puase. hahaha. formal gyle. haha. smlm mmg best la. aku dtg kul 3.45 mcm tu bab tlg rewang. kitowg msk sirik aw, tade tempah catering. haha. aku msk nasi smlm. 17 pot nasi aku msk. haha, manyak doe. haha. penat2. haha. pa2 cegu msk aym msk lemak cili api, smbal petai, sayur kobis+kcng pnjang n sambal belacan. haha. sdap wokk. haha. pa2 ade la bdk2 yg bwk puding, kueh, kek n more. mmg seronok ah smlm. haha. then aku maen bunga api nan ank cegu. haha. aku sowg jeh yg maen bunge api, yg laen dok2 jeh lepak. haha. pa2 kan kat uma cegu ade memerang. namenye bobo. comeel gyle. bulu ia lembut jeh. tgn ia kecik comeeel na mampus. hahaha. ia baek nan aku. nan owg laen baek gak tp kdg2 ia garang. nan aku tidak, bab aku ckp kat ia 'bobo cyg, ily lah'. haha, then bobo tu bebunyi aw. mknenye ia ckp ilyt lah tu. hahaha. ny haa, antara gmbr2 pd mlm itu. hee :))

i hope there is no fake in FRIENDSHIP !

haih. susa na explain what i feel right now. i feel like i am the stupid person who is easily to trust people. puw3 said i have to be a strong person and dont think that i can't live without friends. i have my own life n i have to face it without think about others feeling if there are not care about me like i do. its mean, i dnt have to think about others , juz think about myself. but, i cant do that. i always think that i have no direction n lost if i dnt have a friends. i need a friends who can share the sweet n sad moment. always together. understanding n no FAKE. i love my friends in myspace that always be wtih me all the time even we're never meet . i know i can trust them not like other people around me who always be an annoying. n ofcoz i love my bestbestbest friends putrinurainie n khairunnazurah. this two cute girls always be beside me. we share our tears n hppyness all the time. we give advised for each other, n share evrything. everything in and out of life. geez, im so lucky b'coz ALLAH gave me this two girl. i hope our friendship will not end until when when, ahhahaha. before i go, i wanna ask all of u sumthing, is it wrong if i adore someone like AMBERCHIA? she's not 'chia'. she beautiful i guess. tp why owg kluang ny suke palat aku? bodoh ke hape? apelaa. na palat aku cantek mcm amberchia tp highlightkn 'chia' tuh. there is no respect lah people. u want everyone give a respect on u but u ? haha. think wisely la . k la, c u in the next chapter of my life. ahha. i love my truly friends only. daa :)

meet my baby comeeeel :)

her name is alia rashidah kut. haha. aku ta enat nme penuh ia mea. aku pnggl ia adeq or alya jeh. haha. shes cute isn't? ini bdk kecik adk sedare aku yg dok kat kg. umo ia da dua thun but bdn ia kecik jeh cm penguin. haha. maybe ekut mak ia kut kecik ajeh. haha. alya ny pnday ouh. sumpa kalo kowg jmpe ia mesty suke tgk gelagat ia. smlm en mase pas buke puase en, kitowg sume angkat la pnggn bwk g dpur, then bdk kecik ny pun angkt pnggn ia bwk g dpur gak. ia sowg2 jeh bwk. haha. pa2 ia g kat tong smpah, ia buang sisa mknn ia. pa2 ia na ltk kat singki tp tasmpay la en, then aku tlg. pa2 aku bsuhkn mulut n tgn ia. pnday sungguh bdk ny. ia tapnday ckp lg. ckp pun ckit2 jeh tu pun pelat abes. haha. aku suke rmbut ia. hardcore. haha. lurus cm rebond. ia nan aku rapat, slalu maen sme. 'tmn' aku on9 mse kat sne. haha. smpay kul 1 n 2 pagy ouh. ahha. ia susa ckit na tido. huhux. smlm mase na blek jhor sedeyh doe na tngglkn ia n nenek aku. ngee. renduuu. tp tape, t raye blek lg. hee ;))