hmm. i just want to talk. i mean i want to write anything in my minds. haha. hmm. i felt so boringg lately. i just stay at home n not going any where. only sitting in front of television n laptop. i wish i can go to the beach or shopping mall or air terjun n anywhere that far from my house. grr. but i still fine here. haha. we have just 4 n 5 weeks more before the holiday ends. right? hmm. sometimes i wish i have my own car to go to any where i want. just drive drive n drive till the petrol finished . haha. but the fact is i have no car n i can't drive b'coz idk how. haha.
hmm. lets talk about something else. hmm. do u think that MR. RIGHT is really exist? i mean a man who is romantic, lovely, caring, honesty,sincerely, n more . i like to watch a love story u know. expecially english movie. evrytime i watch that kind of story i felt stunning to the heroes n heroin. b'coz its make me believe that the true love is exist.haha. its doesn't make sense right?
i know maybe 20% of man in this world are MR.RIGHT. but not all of the man is perfect. no no no. no one is perfect act. everyone have their own advantage n dearth . we're not searching for perfect love act, but we're searching for happyness in a relationship. isn't? :) but if i get a MR.RIGHT, wahhhh i think my life gonna be bright bright n more bright which is fully with the beautiful diomand that always shine on me. hahaha. it just a dream. hmm.
love is a half of the reason for us to continue our life. isn't? but not for everyone. haha. half of people just ignore what they feel or what they want . maybe b'coz they are afraid of sumthing or they don't know how to tell the truth. am i right? hmm. no wonder lah ade yg jd "andertu" or "bujang telajak" kn? haha.
hmm. can i know the reality of life is? my life is great act. but i'm not see it in the right way. i mean i'm not felt like i'm the lucky one who have a good life. hmm. i've got everything, my parents bought everything for me. they also spent a lot of money for me. not just properties but they give me a love . but sometimes i hate when my mother yelling and mad at me. it is annoyng, but i know i've make a lot of mistakes n she just want me to realize what i was did n be a good girl . hmm. i always imagine that my life is like the fairytale or princess. i imagine that i have many beautiful shoes, cloth, accesries n more. i only have to wait for the true love n happy . no sadness. the fairytale story is always have the happy ending. there have a great story n wonderfull life. but the reality is, life is not easy n focus for one thing. we have to face many things n it is not easy like the story we hear or read . its more hard n precious. n we can feel the truth not just see with the eyes n hear with the ears. last night is history, today is reality n tomorrow is mistery. is it true? yeah ofcoz it is. we can learn from the past , face a new things today n we can't expect what will happen tomorrow . hmm. do u know what will happen in 1 second next ? every 1 seconds anything can happen. people born and died. this world become oldest . and our age increase n near to the last breathe. but y we still doing the same thing everyday? no changes in our daily routine. boringg isn't? hmm. yeah , who knows maybe someone always do the same things b'coz they feel happy with their own ways. like to do the same mistakes. no realization. not thinking wise n always do something that he never have to do. especially teenagers like me. in our age, we're not looking for the future. not b'coz we can't think for our own future but we're NOT think for the future. just stuck in one direction. but we can change our direction if we want to n try to go other direction that bring us to the right way.
lastly, anything what we're doing, make sure we do the right things and not just follow ur mind. we have to listen for our hearts too and think before we make the decision. i'm not perfect to give advise for other people, but this advise is to myself. i always remind myself to do the good things. sometimes i do the right things but sometimes i do the bad things. i'm normal person right not an angel or GOD.
