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i hope in 2010 i'll get a better life .

2010-01-20T22:36:00.002+08:00

the clock stop ticking,

the rain stop falling,

the sky stop moving,

the sun stop shining,

the moon stop lighting,

the sea stop waving,

the babies stop crying,

the parents stop fighting,

my heart stop beating,

its mean all the past are stop going,

because we've been in a new year,

all the new things are begin.

i hope i will be a better person in this year. even i start my new life in a new year with a happyness but just for awhile. i want all the past will gone in my mind in a short time, because all the memories make me more worse. let bygone be bygone. pls dont remind me to the sucks memories in 2009. my new life is just begin :)

i miss someone :(

2009-12-03T14:31:00.001+08:00

grr. i miss him so much. please bring him to me ;(

no tittle .

2009-11-28T23:38:00.009+08:00

hmm. i just want to talk. i mean i want to write anything in my minds. haha. hmm. i felt so boringg lately. i just stay at home n not going any where. only sitting in front of television n laptop. i wish i can go to the beach or shopping mall or air terjun n anywhere that far from my house. grr. but i still fine here. haha. we have just 4 n 5 weeks more before the holiday ends. right? hmm. sometimes i wish i have my own car to go to any where i want. just drive drive n drive till the petrol finished . haha. but the fact is i have no car n i can't drive b'coz idk how. haha.

hmm. lets talk about something else. hmm. do u think that MR. RIGHT is really exist? i mean a man who is romantic, lovely, caring, honesty,sincerely, n more . i like to watch a love story u know. expecially english movie. evrytime i watch that kind of story i felt stunning to the heroes n heroin. b'coz its make me believe that the true love is exist.haha. its doesn't make sense right?

i know maybe 20% of man in this world are MR.RIGHT. but not all of the man is perfect. no no no. no one is perfect act. everyone have their own advantage n dearth . we're not searching for perfect love act, but we're searching for happyness in a relationship. isn't? :) but if i get a MR.RIGHT, wahhhh i think my life gonna be bright bright n more bright which is fully with the beautiful diomand that always shine on me. hahaha. it just a dream. hmm.

love is a half of the reason for us to continue our life. isn't? but not for everyone. haha. half of people just ignore what they feel or what they want . maybe b'coz they are afraid of sumthing or they don't know how to tell the truth. am i right? hmm. no wonder lah ade yg jd "andertu" or "bujang telajak" kn? haha.

hmm. can i know the reality of life is? my life is great act. but i'm not see it in the right way. i mean i'm not felt like i'm the lucky one who have a good life. hmm. i've got everything, my parents bought everything for me. they also spent a lot of money for me. not just properties but they give me a love . but sometimes i hate when my mother yelling and mad at me. it is annoyng, but i know i've make a lot of mistakes n she just want me to realize what i was did n be a good girl . hmm. i always imagine that my life is like the fairytale or princess. i imagine that i have many beautiful shoes, cloth, accesries n more. i only have to wait for the true love n happy . no sadness. the fairytale story is always have the happy ending. there have a great story n wonderfull life. but the reality is, life is not easy n focus for one thing. we have to face many things n it is not easy like the story we hear or read . its more hard n precious. n we can feel the truth not just see with the eyes n hear with the ears. last night is history, today is reality n tomorrow is mistery. is it true? yeah ofcoz it is. we can learn from the past , face a new things today n we can't expect what will happen tomorrow . hmm. do u know what will happen in 1 second next ? every 1 seconds anything can happen. people born and died. this world become oldest . and our age increase n near to the last breathe. but y we still doing the same thing everyday? no changes in our daily routine. boringg isn't? hmm. yeah , who knows maybe someone always do the same things b'coz they feel happy with their own ways. like to do the same mistakes. no realization. not thinking wise n always do something that he never have to do. especially teenagers like me. in our age, we're not looking for the future. not b'coz we can't think for our own future but we're NOT think for the future. just stuck in one direction. but we can change our direction if we want to n try to go other direction that bring us to the right way.

lastly, anything what we're doing, make sure we do the right things and not just follow ur mind. we have to listen for our hearts too and think before we make the decision. i'm not perfect to give advise for other people, but this advise is to myself. i always remind myself to do the good things. sometimes i do the right things but sometimes i do the bad things. i'm normal person right not an angel or GOD.

shopping :)

2009-11-28T22:52:00.004+08:00

ny la na citer, haha. mase ary khamis rytuh one day before raye haji, aku n parnts aku kua la en.
kononnye na g lunch n bli brng msk kat giant. tetibe ibu aku dgr lak iklan kat radio psl parkson ade sale . then trus ia ajk g parkson kat batu phat. haha. aku pa lg excited lah kn na pegy. da lame tashopping. hahha. pas mkn kat pumpkin trus kitowg grak g bp. mse smpay tu pergh rmay gyle owg kat dlm . ia mcm bg 1 hour utk owg serbu lelong nye tao. hahha. then aku bli 2 sua, n dua bju. and high heels carlorino wane kuning 1 . heels tu i bought only rm29. cntek doe. i love it. then da abes mase kitowg msuk kat dlm parkson nye plak. td kat lua aww. pa2 masuk2 nmpak plak handbag . then g la round2. aku da tepikat kat 1 handbag alain delon ny aww. skaly pndang jeh trus jatuh cinta. haha. aku enat ibu ta kasi bli aw, tp ia kate amek la. hargenye rm170 lebeyh aw. tu after 50% less. perghh, mhal. haha. pkay baucher leyh la kn. haha. mak aku bli 3 handbag aw. sume lawa2 doe. gerram aje. haha. ny la antara brang yg aku bli. hee. thx ibu :))

this is a friends :D

2009-11-20T16:40:00.003+08:00

i amek mase berjam2 utk menyiapkn video ini. haha. all the memories will never erased b'coz i love all my friends. i hope u guys also love our friendship :)

snap picture with my lesbobies amoyy :)

2009-11-14T14:45:00.006+08:00

pagi td ade program hari penutup derma parenthon. kul 8sengah mcm tu ade poco-poco aw. ahhaha. best gyle. yg plng excited aku lah kn. haha. mcm2 lgu ia bkk. lgu keling pun ade. haha. aku pun ape lg, joget tarian keling la. haha, then cegu sempat snap plak mse aku nga joget keling tuh gne cmera ia. haha. tp aku tadpt tgk. bab cegu tuh da blek. haha. pa2 pas amek hadiah n mkn, aku , amoyy n ank cegu aku izzah g jln2 kat dlm skula. then kitowg port kat tapak perhimpunan. amoyy ckp 'jum amek pic lompat2' haha. aku pun ape lg, terus mangon n sruh izzah snap. haha. iny lah hasil dri pengmbrn kami tgh ary td. haha ;))

my family :))

2009-11-13T08:11:00.007+08:00

Rosman bin osman

(my beloved ayahanda)

in the picture above is my father. he is the best father in the world. his cool, gentle, funny,lovely,sporting n more. ia juga kuat melatah. haha. my habbit is kacau ia 24hours. sian my ayah cyg ny. haha. no wonder that my mother keep saying that i ny ank ayah. haha. we're very close. even i'm 16y/o but my attitude like 3y/o. always asked my father to carry me at his back , hug him very tight n bully him. haha. but, that is the way i show my love. you know what, every words that he said can make me cry. even he said with little high voice n his not mad act but automaticly i'll cry or overflowing. i love him very much you know. no one can replaced him. we always fighting you know? haha. bile i merajuk nan ayah, i akan ckp 'tanak lah kwn nan ayh' . then he will say 'tanak suda, slmt duit aku. haha' . when i heard he say that, i will say 'eah cop2, ta jd la, adk na kwn nan ayh blek'. after that we will loughing like hell. haha. everyday this dialog akan kami lontarkn. haha. hmm. he is my father, boyfriend, hero, my strength n everything.

p/s : thx for everything ayh. when i was born until now you always make me happy. n i'm sorry for my bad behaviour. iloveyou ayah ! :)

fazidah binti samin
(my beloved bonda)

yeah, she is my mother. she is the best my mother in the world too. but sometimes she's not. haha. she is garang,sporting,lovely, n moreeee. even sometimes she annoying but i still love her very much. no one can replaced her too . i ny mmg ank mnje kn. i ny mmg mnje kn, so even kdg2 i skit aty nan ia, tp i tetap suke huh ia, kish ia, mntak dukung sume. haha. tp bile ia nga naek angin, sumpah takut weyhh. grr. i mls la na citer yg buruk2 psl ia kn, i na citer yg best2 jeh. haha. sury ibu, ily. hee. she is my bonda, bestfriend, fashion adviser, my backbones n evertything.

p/s : ibu, adek mntak maaf bab adek manyak sgt wat slh nan ibu. but i always loving you no matter what u do to me. you always the best person in my life. i am the lucky daughter b'coz i've got you as my mother :)

Ahmad Shafiq bin rosman

(my beloved kakanda)

he is my big brother n the eldest son. his attidue is same as my mother. hot tamper,caring n loving sometimes, crazy,jahat, n ect. haha. his word also have a power like my dad. grr. what ever he said , can make me cry. lg2 when he treat me very nice or when he said that he love me. perggghh, meleleh siot air mate. idk why i feel like that. weird isn't? haha. i also manje nan ia. but not 24 hours lah kn. tp tak la hug2 sume tuh. biase2 jeh. haha. n ia suke tarik rmbut i. haha. siot jeh. n u know what, bile ia na siap2 bru pas mndy n na kua kn, ia la siap plng lmbt. mcm pompuan. na test2 bju dlu, touch-up2 dlu. hahah. walopun juz na kua g kday dpn. haha. sengal kn? he always asked me when da siap2 pkay bju sume en 'adek, oke ta? klaka ta? smart?'. i also asked him that question too when i want to go out. haha. tp my father always col us 'anjeng n kucing' . b'coz kalo kitowg da gado 1 ary mmg tak sah. haha. but i always love him even he is annoying too ;DD.

p/s : abg, adek syg kat abg aw. eventhough adek slalu makan hati nan abg , adek tetap syg abg. haha.

Amiratul shahirah binti rosman

(yes, this is me)

i am the youngest in my siblings. 1st is my brother n the last one is me. you all already knew that i ny mmg mnje kn? haha. i ny friendly, not good in fighting, sensetive,cheerful, n idk. haha. i have no more words to say. so, i left u all with one kiss, mwahxx. haha.

i am happiness girl :)

2009-11-05T15:35:00.007+08:00

- yeah, i wanna smile n loughing like this everyday :))

my routine :)

2009-11-01T13:37:00.003+08:00

school day - as usual perkare wajib yg dilakukn ialah check hp ade msj or miscol ke takde. haha. then mengeliat dlu. pastu kmas tmpat tido. n i will sit infront of the mirror . dok2 dpn cemin berangan jap, senyum sorg2, ckp gudmorning , betul2 kn rmbut n kish mirror. haha. then kunci pintu blik pa2 amek towel n go to bath. pas mndy mestyla pkay bju kn, haha. then gsok bju skula jap kat blik ayh n pkay. pas da siap pkay bju n tdung, amek hp msj danial ckp 'oke by, i gtg na off hp ny. tc n ily, tata' . pa2 off hp n nyorokkn. haha. after that amek bag, tutup kipas n lampu n pintu n ltk bag kat pntu dpn. isi air dlm botol pink i tu kjap n slm parnts, n ofcoz kacau ayh skaly. haha . ckp iloveyou kat diowg n babyee. kunci pintu n naek van. da smpay kat skula tu biase borak2 kan. n ofcoz i like to disturb people. haha. ketawa sne, joget sne joget cny, merepek2 jap. haha. ble blek skula , slin bju n tido. if tatido aku tgk tb, ampay kaen n mencekik. da kul 6 g mndy n snap2 pic jap n joget2 kat dlm blik n berangan2 , pa2 bru kua blik n get my dinner, haha. pa2 tgk tb or on9. pa2 tido. haha. dgr mcm boringg kn routine i ny? tp for me, ta boringg langsung. maybe b'coz i da set my mind that say no to "boringg". hahha. aku ta pk boringg pun. so, taboringg la. hee. iny routine harian aku :))

life?

2009-10-16T03:23:00.003+08:00

so many things that we have to get through in this world. all the experience and memories is called a life. no matter what was the experience or memories that u've been through it must give the effect in your life. i give u some of the example oke. hmm, from 5 y/o we go to school until 17y/o . we go to school b'coz we want to improve our knowledge to go another step of our life. we learned about maths,bm,bi,science,fzk,chmstry,agama,sjrah n more. after we finished SPM, we start go to the next stage. we become matured n start thinking what we want to do. continue stdying or work. whatever the choice u make for ur own future it must be a right choice. it is b'coz 1 step u go foward, u can't go back . we've got the experience from this journey right? and from this experience u also got so many memories . sweet memories n bad memories. memories of fall in love, hurt, go to holiday, sumone that we love die, get a new friends, lost a bestfriends, and ect. from all of this experience n memories its make ur life better. but some people make the wrong ways from the begining so that their future is dark n become worse. the conclusion is there is no life if u have no experience and memories. b'coz from both of it , it will give u a instruction to improve ur life for the future.

da lme ta update blog weyh

2009-10-15T22:50:00.002+08:00

hello guys, sury coz da lme ta on ms n blog. ms slalu gak la i on but blog tidak.

haha. i'm so bz lately.ade kelas itu kelas ini, pegy sne, pegy cny, bz bz bz. haha. smpay ta update pun psl raye. haha. sokayy la. jnjy i dpt wish HAPPY DEEPAVALI . haha. next week 26oktber da final exam. mampus. tastudy lg doe.. ayorrkk. seremm. makin dkt na cuty skula ny makin mls lak na blaja. otak pk na pegy bejln jeh. haha. tp tape, ade mse lg 1 mnggu for get ready. kn? wish me luck k. hee :))

berbuke puase di ruma cegu rosleen :)

2009-09-17T17:07:00.006+08:00

pada 16.9.2009 iaitu semlm, kelas 4 IT telah mengunjungi ke ruma cegu kami utk majlis berbuke puase. hahaha. formal gyle. haha. smlm mmg best la. aku dtg kul 3.45 mcm tu bab tlg rewang. kitowg msk sirik aw, tade tempah catering. haha. aku msk nasi smlm. 17 pot nasi aku msk. haha, manyak doe. haha. penat2. haha. pa2 cegu msk aym msk lemak cili api, smbal petai, sayur kobis+kcng pnjang n sambal belacan. haha. sdap wokk. haha. pa2 ade la bdk2 yg bwk puding, kueh, kek n more. mmg seronok ah smlm. haha. then aku maen bunga api nan ank cegu. haha. aku sowg jeh yg maen bunge api, yg laen dok2 jeh lepak. haha. pa2 kan kat uma cegu ade memerang. namenye bobo. comeel gyle. bulu ia lembut jeh. tgn ia kecik comeeel na mampus. hahaha. ia baek nan aku. nan owg laen baek gak tp kdg2 ia garang. nan aku tidak, bab aku ckp kat ia 'bobo cyg, ily lah'. haha, then bobo tu bebunyi aw. mknenye ia ckp ilyt lah tu. hahaha. ny haa, antara gmbr2 pd mlm itu. hee :))

i hope there is no fake in FRIENDSHIP !

2009-09-10T21:23:00.003+08:00

haih. susa na explain what i feel right now. i feel like i am the stupid person who is easily to trust people. puw3 said i have to be a strong person and dont think that i can't live without friends. i have my own life n i have to face it without think about others feeling if there are not care about me like i do. its mean, i dnt have to think about others , juz think about myself. but, i cant do that. i always think that i have no direction n lost if i dnt have a friends. i need a friends who can share the sweet n sad moment. always together. understanding n no FAKE. i love my friends in myspace that always be wtih me all the time even we're never meet . i know i can trust them not like other people around me who always be an annoying. n ofcoz i love my bestbestbest friends putrinurainie n khairunnazurah. this two cute girls always be beside me. we share our tears n hppyness all the time. we give advised for each other, n share evrything. everything in and out of life. geez, im so lucky b'coz ALLAH gave me this two girl. i hope our friendship will not end until when when, ahhahaha. before i go, i wanna ask all of u sumthing, is it wrong if i adore someone like AMBERCHIA? she's not 'chia'. she beautiful i guess. tp why owg kluang ny suke palat aku? bodoh ke hape? apelaa. na palat aku cantek mcm amberchia tp highlightkn 'chia' tuh. there is no respect lah people. u want everyone give a respect on u but u ? haha. think wisely la . k la, c u in the next chapter of my life. ahha. i love my truly friends only. daa :)

meet my baby comeeeel :)

2009-08-25T14:38:00.004+08:00

her name is alia rashidah kut. haha. aku ta enat nme penuh ia mea. aku pnggl ia adeq or alya jeh. haha. shes cute isn't? ini bdk kecik adk sedare aku yg dok kat kg. umo ia da dua thun but bdn ia kecik jeh cm penguin. haha. maybe ekut mak ia kut kecik ajeh. haha. alya ny pnday ouh. sumpa kalo kowg jmpe ia mesty suke tgk gelagat ia. smlm en mase pas buke puase en, kitowg sume angkat la pnggn bwk g dpur, then bdk kecik ny pun angkt pnggn ia bwk g dpur gak. ia sowg2 jeh bwk. haha. pa2 ia g kat tong smpah, ia buang sisa mknn ia. pa2 ia na ltk kat singki tp tasmpay la en, then aku tlg. pa2 aku bsuhkn mulut n tgn ia. pnday sungguh bdk ny. ia tapnday ckp lg. ckp pun ckit2 jeh tu pun pelat abes. haha. aku suke rmbut ia. hardcore. haha. lurus cm rebond. ia nan aku rapat, slalu maen sme. 'tmn' aku on9 mse kat sne. haha. smpay kul 1 n 2 pagy ouh. ahha. ia susa ckit na tido. huhux. smlm mase na blek jhor sedeyh doe na tngglkn ia n nenek aku. ngee. renduuu. tp tape, t raye blek lg. hee ;))

need someone to..

2009-08-24T11:27:00.000+08:00

company me all the time.

make me smile when i cry.

make me feel calm when i mad.

make me fall in love every second.

hug me when i need.

hold my hands when accross the road.

kiss me when i talk too much.

wish me good morningg and good nyte.

i need a boyyfie b'coz i need someone to cheer me up.

i want a happiness not a sadness !

selamat berpuasa kwn-kwn :)

2009-08-23T14:07:00.000+08:00

sury coz late wish happy fasting. haha. i was busy in the 1st day puase, smpay tasempat na update blog. so riny ade chance na update so na merapu la skjap. haha.

oke, 1st day puase aku berbuke d'ampang KL kat ceramic's office. bisnes ayh aku wat jamuan buke puase kat ctu. abg aku ta ekut, ia tebongkang kat uma. haha. rmay gak la owg mase tuh. haih. owg laen sume beratur na amek mknn, tp aku ta, maen celah jeh. haha.peduli ape sy. haha.

dlm kul 10 cmtu aku nparents aku grak blek kmpng kat pekan, phang. then dlm kul 11 kitowg benti kat perhentian temerloh. aku tmn ayh aku mkn. siann ia lpr tamkn lg. haha. mak aku tatrun , ia tido kat dlm kete. mase aku jln kat ctu, sume owg tgk aku. ade group bdk2 laki pun tgk aku. pusing pale 180degree. hhaha. apesal tah. aku g bilikair tgk tade pun bju koyak ke hape ke. aku wat bodo jelah. mkn nan ayh aku. haha. pa2 kul 11 sengah mcmtu ayh aku smbng drive. aku tido je ah dlm kete. nantok gyle doe. grr. then alhamdulillah smpay kat kg kul 1. nenek aku tekejut tgk kitowg blek. haha. then smpay2 jeh g mencekik mee lg. haha. kul 2 sengah bru tido. pa2 pkul 4sengah nenek aku kejut 'bangun bangun, sahur sahur!'. hahha. mangon2 basuh muke then mkn nasi. yummy!. sdp2.pas mkn tido la blek. kul 11 a.m bru mangon n mndy. hahaha.

ny la citer pd 1st n 2nd puase. haha. k la, t smbng lg k. c ya n slmat mnjalani ibadah puase :))

manusia biase

2009-08-20T16:45:00.000+08:00

i have no point to stay in this unfair life. evrthing going bad by day to day. im sick enough ! im not a perfect person. and yess i always fallin love with ex-boyfie owg. that was so lame. the stupid attitude that i ever had. no hearts feeling la kwn, hati da syg. haha. bodoh. people will think tht im syok sendiri or tegila2kn jantan owg. ouh plss ! my mom not teach me like that. my mom always said 'jgn amek laki owg'. haha. but i did. haha. sury ibu. n sury for my friends too, b'coz i TERfallin love nan ex ex kowg. and i knew tht kowg ngamok sakan n blablabla. look, aku tapenah na tehegeh kat jntan if jntan tu ta tehegeh2 kat aku dlu. im not sycophant n aku tak rety na syco owg. aku tasuke bedendam or take the personal things is a big problem smpay na bemusuh2 sume tuh. aku tasuke n thts not my style. like i said b'fore, aku mmg bukan bdk kaki gaduh. aku takuat pun mcm kowg2 ny. kalo ajk gaduh pun sure aku kalah. haha. tp trust me, aku takan jdkn member aku musuh hnye b'coz of love(jantan). pd aku mende tuh foolery. n aku tapenah pun rampas laki owg dri gf ia. tapenah. aku akan back off munyew. bukan sbb takut, tp sbb aku bkn selfish.n i know his not mine. ape aku merapu nyh ? hahahhaha. sume ny bodo la sial. haha. pape jela iera. aku mmg sexy tp bukan bitch. tp aku tapenah prtending jd alim or solehah n jadah. i am what i am n never be a fake person that pretending to be someone else n alim skjap then tak. aku tacantek, bdn kering jeh, manyak pimple lg, aku ta hott, aku gewdix, aku jhat, n aku byk sgt kekurangan. but i never been someone else. even people around me hate me n say 'eeeuuu, gewdix sial pompuan ny'. haha. she or he are gewdix jua sbnrnye. ite sume ny manusia biase. n aku bersyukur ape yg aku ade skang ny. biala owg na benci aku ke hape ke, i dnt care. b'coz i still have my family n my bestfrnds that understand n love me like i do. only them knows evrthing about me. im sorry for evrything frnds. i never meant to hurt or be ur enemy. i dnt know what i've done. aku ny manusia biase jeh yg tamampu na melawan perasaan sendiri.

trip to KL n melaka

2009-08-19T16:48:00.000+08:00

14 - 16 august aku tade kat kluang. ary jumaat tgh ary aku da gerak kl. tido kat seri pacific hotel kat pwtc. aku g nan family aku la. bab ary sabtu mlm ade event bisnes ayh aku kat dewan pwtc tu la en. kitowg smpay ptg cm tu la. mlm tuh dlm kul 8 sumthing aku, ibu n abg g the mall kat dpn hotel kitowg tuh. haha. g mkn mcD. lpr doee. pa2 g la supermarket kat dlm tuh. ibu aku borong roty, butter,nescafe n blablabla. haha. aku n abg perli2 ibu aku. kitowg ckp 'ikan,periuk ayam , kari sume tanak bli ke bu'. haha. mane taknye mak aku bli mende jadah sume tu bab kitowg na stay 2 mlm kat hotel tuh. tp mcm na tido 2 tahun. hahah. kelakar btul. pa2 da siap bli tuh kitowg blek la hotel. mlm tuh aku plan ary sabtu tgh ary tuh na g jmpe bestie aku puw3. esk pagy nye pas breakfast+lunch aku n abg aku grak la g klcc. dlm kul 3 tuh puw3 smpay. kitowg pun grak g pavillion. penat tao ta kaki aku. bejln ta henti2. ny sume slh puw3 ny. hahaa. mase lpk kat dpn pavi tuh aku paisey gyle nan jaga keling tuh. ia ley tiup wisel ia tuh kat tinge aku. ia suruh kitowg blah. cm babi doe keling tuh. mcm la tmpat tuh atok ia munyew. bodo jeh. ny la antare pic yg aku snap. haha :

pas jln2 tuh kul 5 aku n abg aku amek cab blek hotel. tp sblum blek hotel kitowg g parkson the mall dulu. haha. then blek bilik kul 6. kelam kabut na mndy sume bab kul 6suku na g dewan. haha. mndy ala kadar jela. makeup2 ckit bab ade event en, kenela makeup2. ahha. ny la antare gmbr kat dlm dewan tuh :

1 jela eah ckup. haha. tuh pic nan ibu. haha. mmg best la mlm tuh. haha. event tu abes kul 11. kitowg blek bilik then kua blek g mkn. lpr doe. hahha. kitowg check out ary ahd tu dlm kul 12 lebey la. then g mkn pa2 gerak g tmn buaya kat melaka. haha. g sne bab na melayan anak2 kwn ayh aku. haha. pegy jela ekut. ny gmbr2 nye. ahhaha:

yeah. naseb baek tade buaya darat kat sne. kalo ta, abes aku kene ngapp. hahha. it was a short holiday but its fun. even spnjang jln ibu asek membebel n gaduh nan ayh but sokayy. da biase. hahhaha. tp bile da odw blek tu terse amatla stress bab ary senin da skula. setelah beberape ary aku taskula then na kene g skula balek. grr boringg sial. tp tape. i mish my sugarnenen amoyy. so, aku pegy jugak ke skula. hahha. k la. da penat tgn menaip. hujan dri lebat smpay da benti da. haha. k daaa :))

william shakespear. haha :D

2009-08-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

no lights through the hole

all parts is in the dark

i'm alone here. no body care about me

no one can hear my tears

no one can feel my pain and hurt

even i cry and scream loudly

but no one comes n comfort me

even there are many people around me

it seems like a thousand miles away

all my happiness are gone

i've lost in my own world

i can't find the way to walk out

i'm stuck in the sadness

no hope anymore

please end all of this misery !

i have no reason to lough again

no one understand me

no one !

they can see nothing

just like a shadow

its don't have a soul

no eyes to see

no ears to hear

no mouth to talk

no heart to feel

no skin to touch

its come n dissapear when the light in and out

i can't do anything because i have nothing

demammm ;((

2009-08-12T16:45:00.000+08:00

da lame ta update blog. haha. da bpe ary gak la aku ta on pc tuh yangg ta update pape. aku da dmam 3 ary da. mse mlm ahad tu aku enat dmam ringan2 jeh. esknye baekla en. tp mase kat skula tuh bdn trus pnas pale pun pitok. da r ade prhmpunan ary senin tu en. perghh sbr jela. aku diri n duduk diri n duduk ah pa g. haha. na pkay mask tp susa bab aku nye mask yg sngkut kat tinge tu bkn tali yg utk girl munyew tu.haih. pa2 lps abes prhmpunan tu adela nurse wat medicl chckup. dia ckp spe ade 4 symtoms selsema,btuk,skit tekak n dmam pegy dewan. nafeez n aku pegy ah. pa2 nurse u ckp kalo kurng 1 symtm tayah check. aku tade flu so aku blah ah msuk kelas. mase rehat tu aku da tataan sgt da, aku ckp kat bb aku na blek. then kitowg cri la cegu yg betugas mnggu ny. pa2 aku ckp kat bb, mls la na blek. haha. pa2 msuk kelas blek. aku ta g rehat bab aku puase . hmm. kwn2 aku sume pakse aku buke puase. aku tanak. syg doe kalo na buke. pas rehat cegu addmth msuk (cegu rohana). pa2 aida, bb ngadu kat cegu ckp bdn aku pns gyler. mse rehat tu aku jmpe cegu rohana ny la. haha. pa2 cegu sruh aida g dewan tgk ley check lg ta. pa2 cegu membebel kat aku . ia mara bab aku ta pegy check mase awl pagy tuh. haha. aku wat muke blur jela. haha. pa2 aida msuk kelas blek n ckp cegu azmi pnggl sruh g dewan, aku g ah dewan. pa2 check2, suhu aku 37.8 d/c. kalo suhu aku 38 dptla cuty semnggu. tp tackp 38. hah. puas cegu azmi backing aku sruh nurse tu check lg skly, tp nurse tu ckp apetah bebel. hahha. then nurse tu bg la ubt batuk yg rse cm kicap tuh, wekk , ubt dmam n vitmn c. haha. ary slasa n ary ny sepatutnye mmg aku cuty pun bab na g mncing nan ayah aku sume, tp d'sbbkn aku dmm, kene la dok uma jeh. abg n ayh aku serta kwn2 ayh aku jeh yg pegy. haha. now dmam aku da kebah la . tnggl batuk jeh yg takurang2. seksa doe. skit tekak aku., nan penin pale lagi. taley jln lame2, t rase cm na tombang, haih. k la. tgn da penat. bdn pun da sweatingg ny. tata

ouh tired -_-

2009-08-06T16:06:00.000+08:00

riny pose lg yeay !

haha.bukan na mnunjuk tp juz excited bab lg 3 ary jeh lg na kene ganti. haha. riny aku kua skula kul 2suku, smpay umah kul 3.50pm td. abg ah g jln2 dlu. haha. pa2 td da bli air sume n bli ice-cream lg. haha. tnggl tnggu kul 7sengah jeh. huhux. k la. penat ny. byee ;))

lg 4 ary na kene ganti pose

2009-08-04T21:51:00.000+08:00

td aku pose lg. huh. riny mmg memenatkn. aku tatao la npe. maybe bab ary pnas sgt en. da bpe ary da ta ujan. ayorkk. tp sbr jela. blek skula td dlm kul 2suku, aku terus tido. lutut da mnggigil sume. telampau tired. pa2 kul 4sengah aku mangon. hee. pa2 ibu bebel bab tasalin bju skula n ta angkat kaen. haha. yela mse aku blek td ia tade en. ia kua nan ayah. ahha. ibu ckp " owg laen pose gak tp tadela smpay taley angkat kaen". aku penatla . ape ia tahu. ahha. pa2 aku g slin bju n amek penyapu then sapu kat luar umah. spe tah yg mesin rumput td. haih. penat ouh. lps siap spu ibu n ayh na kua lg g jb. hmm. tnggl sowg lg. ayorkk. mase buke td pun aku buke sesowg bab abg pun kuar g maen takraw. mknla mee greng jeh. haha. pa2 abg col tnye 'adeq na mkn ape?'.

aku sruh ia bli air gas n ice-cream jeh. then ia blek melantak ah ice-cream tuh nan abg. haha. perut full nan air jeh. mkn mee ckit jeh. haha. thx yeh abg :) hee. hmm. btw, lg 4 ary weyh na kene ganti pose. perghh lepak siot. tape2, sbr iera sbr ! haha. k la, hw pun ta wat lg. chaw dlu, daa :)

bajet

2009-08-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

haha. aku tasuke ko, ko pun tasuke aku. finished :)

shopping sakan ;D

2009-08-01T18:32:00.000+08:00

yeay yeay ! td g shopping. haha. i thought na bli 1 jeh bju. tp ibu tersngkut lak kat kday kasut. hahaha. so, aku pun test2 jugak. mule2 na bli 1, tp ibu sruh bli dua. haha. pattern same tp warna jeh laen. haha. lawa2 ! abg,ayh n ibu ckp lawa, so lawa la tu. hahha. pa2 time na g kday yg aku na bli bju tuh, ade la lalu kat dpn 1 kday ny, pa2 ibu intai2 la tgk. then jumpe la 1 drees. haha. wane puteh. bju nye simple jeh. bile tgk mmg talawa, tp bile pkay aww lawa bile match nan belt. huhuc. cm cinderrela (prsan btul. haha). pa2 mase g kat kday yg aku d aim na bli bju tuh, cri2 n test2, dpt la bli 4 bju. hahha. aku test 1 jeh mse tuh. yg laen mmg tgk muat en, so amek jela. mule2 aku na bli pkay wet aku, tp mak aku yg blnje dlu. haha. pa2 dlm kete aku byr blekla. tp ibu amek rm30 jeh. yg laen ia sruh aku simpan. hahha. thnks ibu. thnks kat ayh gak bab blnje bli ksut. hee. ny la brg yg aku bli td :

kalo tgk dlm gmbr ny mmg talawa, tp ble da pkay, mmg lawa. tanyesal bli. haha :))

thnks ayh :)

who i am?

2009-07-31T16:23:00.000+08:00

keje aku asek update blog jeh kn. haha. bes tu boring, tulis ar sumthing en. haha. oke now let i told u aku ny cmne owgnye:

aku ny mmg mnje gyle. nan spe2 pun aku ske ngendeng2. haha. tp d'sbbkn aku gnas/lasak so owg mmg tarse aku ny seowg girl yg mnje. haha. tp ble diowg da tego aku or kwn nan aku, sure diowg akan ckp aku ny mmg mnje. haha. aku ny talkative jgk. haha. bile da start ckp mmg susa na benti. kalo na try na diam, rse cm mulut ny gatal jeh na beckp. haha. ade jeh bende aku na ckp. mulut kepochi ouh. haha. aku mmg ske kutuk owg. haha. yela, aku ny suke perhatikn owg aw. so ble ade mende slect jeh kat owg tu, sure aku akn citer kat mmbr aku. hahah. sje na wat modal utk beborak. haha. aku tau aku ny pun byk kekurgnnye, tp mende tuh da jd cm hobi. hahha. aku ny mmg murah dgn senyuman. aku mmg suke senyum n ketawa. even aku ade big prblem pun, aku akn senyum jeh. aku slalu nanes smbil ketawa. haha. so, no wonder la owg slalu enat aku always happy jeh eventhght its wasn't true :) . hmm. aku sebenarnye ta minat na gadoh. seumur idop aku, aku ley kire bpe kali jeh aku gadoh besar smpay jd musuh sume. aku mmg ta minat. tp if ade owg yg cri psl, n da telebeyh2, takan aku na diam jeh en. haha. umm. aku suke sgt kaco owg. amek brg owg pa2 ltk tmpat laen. haha. its fun. kdg2 smpay kwn2 aku naek angin . haha. t aku pjuk ah. wat muke satusen aku tuh, then, mesty diowg ta jd mrh. hahaha. if kowg na tao aku ny mmg sensetif n lurus bendul. haha. dlm lasak2 n hyper aku ny, aku adelah seorg permpuan yg berhati kaca. haha. aku mmg cpt terasa. even hal tu kecik jeh, aku da ley nanes. haha. ape lg kalo hal besaw an. gerenty meraung. haha. azam aku thun 2009 ny senanye tanak nanes psl laki. tp tetap nanes. haha. npe aku ckp aku ny lurus bendul? haaaa. aku ny mudah sgt caye kat owg. btul tatipu. sng jeh owg na tipu aku. haha. kalo tacye, tryla. sure aku terpedaya. haha. aku pun tatao asal. haha. amoyy puas ckp 'keraskn ckit aty tu. jgn cpt pecye kat owg'. haha. tp msuk tinge knn kua tinge kiri jela. haha. aku suke dipuji. walopun aku talawa, tp aku mmg suke dipuji. bile ade owg puji, sume abdomen2 d'bdn aku mesty kembang. hahaha. tp aku suke puji yg ikhlas la. n ake teramat amat amat sgt sukekn bdk kecik yg cute2. ouh. if aku dpt bdk2 kecik tuh sure aku talpskn. hahha. bak kate amoyy lg " ko ny mmg ade jiwa keibuan". hahaha. hobi aku ialah tido, tgk tb n mkn. haahha. lg 1, aku suke shopping. hee. tp aku tala pkay brng berjenama sgt. bju longgok2 jeh. aku mmg tade 1 pun bju or koleksi MNG,LEVIS, ke hape ke. aku sempoy jeh. cri brg yg mura2. haha. tp kalo da shopping kat parkson mmg tade yg murala. haha. kalo shopping kat parkson aku mmg pkay baucher, so, takesa sgtla. haha. aku mmg gylekn kasut,bju n handbag. handbag talah tegyle2 sgt. haha. aku plg ske bli kasut n bju la. huhux. aku dress up tadela cntek mane. biase2 jeh. hmm. ade lg 1 aku suke buat. iaitu amek gmbr. hahah. kat dlm hp aku ny da na dkt 900 da gmbr. haha. ta termsuk yg kat cmera lg. aku mmg ske snap pic. dlu aku tasuke camera. tp bile da besar ny, suke sgt. haha. tiap ary mesty ade snap pic bru. haha. so, ta jd mslh la kalo aku ilang kene culik. amek jeh gmbr2 aku ny tayang kat 1 dunia. hahaha. ilang 1 gmbr beribu lg gmbr ade. hahaha. hmm. na tao 1 rahsia ta? haha. aku sbnrnye sukekn belaian. wahhh. hahah. aku suke owg mnjekn aku. aku suke kash syg. aku suke ble owg amek berat psl aku. aku rase cm wahhh, rmaynye yg syg kat aku. haha. n yes aku ny mmg gewdix. bkn gewdix melampau la. aku ny kn mnje so, owg akn slh phm dgn cre aku yg mnje ny. owg mesty akn enat aku ny bdk gewdix. ahha. tp aku takesa pun owg na ckp ape psl aku. b'coz i always be myself. 24hours n evrywhere i always be my ownself n tade na cover2. so, spe2 yg na jd kwn aku tuh, tayah la cover2, ape tadpt. just be yourself. okey? :) hee. okela. dabyk sgt aku ckp. haha. penat aku taip. tp ny la kenyataannye bhawa bile da start ckp, taley na benti. haha, ade jeh topic na bercrita. haha. lastly, jgn takut na kwn nan aku coz sy tamkn owg n sy baekla tajhat. hahahh. daaa sume :) assalamualaikum..

kebosanan -_-

2009-07-31T15:35:00.000+08:00

buhsan doe. tatao na wat pe. lyn abg tgk citer sifu dan tongga an an.

ahhha. tu jeh. pa2 on9 jeh. booringg gyle sial. haih. hmm. haaa. aku ade citer. hahha. td en, aku ltk mood ms aku 'kecohbetulminahtu'. mase tu adela minah tu ia ckp 'esk na blek'. aku knl bdk tu. kitowg gado aw. da lme tabetego spe. aku pun tahengen na lyn ia. haha. fake jeh. smbng blek citer. haha. pa2 ia psan la aku tlis mood tu utk ia. pa2 ia tulis kat status ia "kau takyaaa ah nk A sgt HAHAH". she thought aku na sgt ke kat laki ia tuh. apelaa. aku tlis status tok owg laen, minah tu prsan lak. hahha. tamalu btul. prsan sial.

aku mmg tasuke minah tuh dri dlu lg. muke fake. lebeyh etam dri ku. tp 24jam pkay make up. hahaha. dlu mse 1st aku knl ia mmg aku suke tgk ia. bab pd mulenye aku rsekn ia cntek la. tp skang, haha, tade mknenye lawa. T lak tuh. hahahh g skula pun na pkay makeup. pkay lipstik sume. haha. ta ory la weyh. 'pmple kau pun byk la kat idong ko tuh, tayah ckp aku, ko enat ko cntek ka? oh plss. gmbr sume edit. edit brghtness bg nmpk puteh. hahha. ckp muke aku tasme nan tgn la ape la. kau tuh lg, tgn etam muke puteh cm owg puteh. lg beza sial. cm kelingg. bia harta aku kecik, tapayung kat public. ta cm kau, harta da ar besaw, pa2 na tayang 1 m'lysia. haha. ko g ar tyng kat laki kau tuh jeh. haha. da la aku mls na citer psl kau lg. ape tadpt. byee minah fakekusskussbajet n blablabla" . tu kate2 utk minah tu. haha. spe mkn cili terase la pedasnye kn. hmm. i mish my baby so much. i need my baby amoyy n puw3. puw3, tnggu aku g uma kau cuty nnti. if ibu bg la. hahha. takut ia da ubh fkirn lak t. t ite jln2 sme eah by. rendu na rabe muntut ko. hahha. amoyy, aku rendu na rabe perut n tetek ko. tnggu next week naek skula aku rabe ko. hahahhaha. k la, na shishi. haha. toilet !! wait for me. hahah . tata sume

red roses

2009-07-31T13:50:00.000+08:00

In the flower's garden,

i found a red rose tht growth alone,

its shining under the moonlight,

its seems like give me a hope.

oh red rose,

where are you come from?

where is your family?

why you shine alone?

can i take you with me?

i take the rose to the sea,

its sit beside me and company me till late of night,

we sit in front of the moon that slit between the mountain,

here i let it go,

i put it in a bottle and throw it to the sea,

i wish that the rose will shine forever.

go rose , let your own free,

go to anywhere you wish to,

i put my hope on your brightness to bring a happyness for me,

i will never replace your memories with others oh rose,

i''ll missing you red rose.

(i hope i find my happyness one day)

warkah berlagu pilu untuk mu ibu -_-

2009-07-30T20:43:00.000+08:00

aku benci benci benci ! aku buhsan sial idop cmni. npe ibu kongkong adeq ah skang. pe slh adeq ah? pa2 slalu sgt na tuduh adeq yg bkn2. asl adeq na kluar jeh ckp adeq na g kua nan jntan la, na kua g uma kosong la, jd bohsia la. ibu enat adeq ape uh? tade otak ape na pk. adeq ade maruah la ibu. adeq takua nan jntan pun lah ! adeq na g tusyen siap na sruh amek gmbr cegu tu la. pe ah. aku na blaja la, bkan g beromen ! grr. pa2 skang asek na mrh aku jeh. au tao ar aku ny spe. anak sial en. abg tuh ank mnje bacin ksygn ibu en? g ah mnjekn abg tuh. suap jeh duit kat ia. pegy pegy. abgla yg slalu tlg ibu, yg baek d'mate ibu en. aku ny ape? cm tawujud jeh kat dunia ny en? pe abg buat sume btl. adeq wat? sume slh en? adeq tao ah adeq ny bodoh, en bu? huh. abg pn same. ckit2 na mara aku. aku ny mmg owg yg tade prsaan erk, kowg sume ley mara2 aku dgn selumbernye. kn? tmpat tok lpskn gram, kn? huh. kat uma ny pun sume na sbut nme aku. adeq wat tu, adeq wat ny. adeq adeq adeq adeq !. tade nme laen na sbut? ibu ckp dlu ibu ley kmas 1 umah, tp dgn syrt ibu benti keje. skang ny ibu da benti keje, pe jeh yg ibu wat? dok uma ngadap laptop? lipat kaen? tu jeh?

spu uma, buang smpah sume ta? mase mule2 benti jeh ade msk kms 1 uma sume. bpe bulan pas tu, ade na msk sume? ade? kalo smpah tu da penuh, adeq blek dri skula mcm tu jela. tabuang-buang pun. abg pun bkn na tlg. hrpkn aku jgk. aku tao ah aku pompuan mmg kene wat keje uma. tp pk ar skit, aku pun pnt jgk g skula. owg yg dok kat uma ny, wat pe jeh? dok tido tgk tv sume? kalo aku blek skula na tido, ble aku mangon kowg mara. ckp keje aku ny membute jeh, tanak tlg wat keje ume sume. kowg yg kat ume ny tlg ah wat pape yg patut. t aku blek skula aku tlg ah ckit2. ny tak, sume na aku gak yg wat. aku letih la. letih ! ibu slalu gak ckp aku pnt, aku buhsan tgk uma cm kpl karam, tp bile ibu da benti kejenye tarety2 na kms uma? haih. adeq pun da buhsan nan ego ibu, pns bran ibu n pale batu ibu tuh. adeq skit hati tao ta? mmg adeq syg ibu sgt2. tp agak2 ah bile na beckp. jge ah ckit aty owg laen. jgn na pk dri sndri jeh. pe adeq ckp sumenye slh, ibu jeh yg betul. ble adeq ckp na blaja , ibu ckp na kua nan jntan. kalo ibu tacye sgt, jum 24 jam ekut adeq g mne2 jeh. sng. ibu ley tao adeq kua g mane, dgn spe, sume kn? ble adeq na kua n sruh ibu anta, ibu ckp ibu bkn driver. tp tduh aku mcm2 na kua beromen la apela. aku da sruh anta en bia ibu dpt tao aku g mne nan spe sume. tu pun taphm2 lg. grrr. adeq da tatahn sgt da nan prngay ibu ny. jgn smpay adeq wat hal yg lg truk bu. adeq na slow talk nan ibu pun tade gune. t aku yg d'slhkn blek. grrrr. gerramm sial ! maybe adeq mmg byk wat dose nan ibu, tp tlgla jge sikap ibu tuh ckit. na ank jd baek, tp cre ibu tuh yg wat adeq jd cmni. berdndam . jgn wat prasaan dndam adeq betuka jd benci aw ibu. dlm gelak ketawa adeq ny ibu, ibu enat adeq bhgia ke? huh. ta ibu. adeq sedeyh, lonely sume. kat uma ny da la sume wat hal msing2. adeq hnye ade kwn jeh yg ley tmnkn adeq. tu pun kat skula jeh. kat uma? dok la lyn dri sowg2. adeq mntak maaf dri ujung rmbut smpay ujung kaki. adeq tao kate2 adeq mmg da melampau. tp tasehebat kate2 'manis' ibu n 'kelembutan' ibu 'mengajar' adeq. thnks for evrthng ibu. adeq tatao la ape akn jd kalo ibu tade. ibu la sgla-galanya bg adeq. ny sume luahan prsaan adeq jeh bu. huh. i end with saying gudbye

tips solekan mata dramatik

2009-07-26T15:13:00.000+08:00

3 cara mahu ciptakan solekan mata dramatik menggunakan warna terang :

Jelas dan terang - gunakan rona gelap utk mmberi definisi mndlam. ia sesuai utk solekan mlm. contoh: hitam & ungu metalik; biru terang & biru gelap atau hijau metalik & coklat.
Lembut dan semulajdi - tambah rona cerah utk melembutkn warna atau tambah nuansa warna. contoh: coklat & putih; ungu metalik & biru terang atau merah jambu & ungu metalik.
Ceria dan manja - gabung warna terang & tekstur utk kemasan unik. sesuai utk gaya majlis atau parti. contoh: hijau metalik & biru terang atau perak & emas.

* disebabkan warna biru mrupakan warna terang, jd utk bhgian pipi & bibir, oleskan warna lembut & pastel. jgn hanya beranggpn warna pmbyang mata perlu sedondon dgn warna baju! cubalah bereksperimen dgn warna.

GOOD LUCK ALL :)

wanna be a SUPERMODEL?

2009-07-26T02:10:00.000+08:00

apakah ciri2 pntng yg kamu perlu ada utk mnjdi seorg model profesional?

pertama,kamu harus miliki proporsi bdn yg smpurna. utk wanita,kamu harus brktnggian skrg-krgnye 176cm. tetapi jika kamu ingin mnjdi model utk akhbar,katalog atau mjlah, ktnggian sderhana sudah memadai tetapi kamu harus memiliki wajah yg komersil.

bagaimana dgn jadual kerja seorg model?sukarkah?

secara puratanya , utk prsmbhan pntas, ia hanye mngmbil masa 6 jam sehari sja. kamu perlu mnghadir sesi taklimat,lthan,sesi solekan & dandanan, waktu stand by,juga waktu prtnjukan sbnar! utk peragaan printwork pula mngmbil masa sekitar 9jam .

etika penting utk bergelar seorg model?

kamu harus tmpil kemas ,menwan & profesional spnjang masa. utk pngmbaran , cuba fhami pngrahan seni dan konsep sesuatu tugasan dan lksanaknlah sebaiknya dgn bhasa wajah,tubuh serta pose yg btul. jika terlibat dgn pertunjukn pentas, pastikn kamu brkjsame dgn psukan backstage , pasukan solekan serta dandanan. jika kamu enggan bkrjsama, maka sudah pasti ada respons negatif yg akn smpay ke tlinga pngrah pentas atau klien. ini pasti akan mnjejaskn reputasi.

apa harus kamu lakukan untuk memperbaiki kemahiran memperaga?

kamu harus rajin membce mjlah fesyen terbaru. amati dgn teliti, bgaimana model2 terbaik menyerlhkn fashion angle, tidak kirelah jika dia memperaga jeans, tas tngan,ksut,kosmetik,gajet & sebagainye.

Tips beraksi untuk foto tercantik

rehat secukupnye-Pastikan kamu memperoleh tidur mlm yg ckup & mnjga kshtan sblum hari pengambrn. jika kamu kpntan, ia pasti terlihat jelas pd wjah & gerak-geri kamu.
Awasi posisi terbaikmu- model perlu selalu brada di kedudukn yg tepat. ini penting utk mmberitahu sejauh mana kamu dpt beralih smasa beraksi di kdudukn tersbut. jika kamu hanya diberikan ruang yg sempit, maka kamu harus belajar bgaiman mahu & bergaya dlm keadaan tersbut. ltihan yg ckup pasti mnjdikn kamu seorg model yg lebih baik.
relaks & fokus- sememangnya akan ada byk peralatan di set pnggmbrn, malah byk kreew yg akan melihat kamu beraksi. relaks & bertenanglah agar tekanan yg kamu rasakan itu tidak tergmbr pd wajahmu.

yeah, i really like photographing. i wanna be a SUPERMODEL one day. but i'm not beautiful. so, thts will be my dream only. and its a fantsy b'coz i'll not be a model. hahah.

yes, aku berbntang cancer

2009-07-26T01:54:00.000+08:00

INTREND magazine bulan july munyew de citer psl zodiac cancer aw. so, ny la antre sifat2 owg yg brbntang cancer. manyak yg btul ouh. haha

Yang dibnci Cancer : kegagalan,psgn yg ske mmrntah,brskap mndesak,serta kritikan yg mnyerng prsonalitinya.
Yang disukai Cancer : kata-kata manis & puji-pujian,knak-knak comel,kdiaman yg tnang,pesta tarian & mnjge kreta ksygn.
Warna bertuah : biru langit,ungu lembut & pink
Hadiah buat wanita Cancer : perfume,aksesori or jmbngan bunga.
Pasangan secocok : scorpio dan pisces
Kerjaya sesuai : chef,guru or pensyarah

pe yg aku tulis ny majoritinye mmg btul. 99% oke. haha.

friends or enemy??

2009-07-26T01:34:00.000+08:00

geez. aku tapham la nan bdk2 zmn skang ny. cm ta hargai owg langsung. taikhlas n tajujur ble bekwn. haih. kalo taske, ckp ah dpn2. ny tak, dpn punyew la baek. rapat na mampus. tp blkng, cm gampangg. act, gerammnye da lame. tp skang bru citer. haha. bukan na ungketla, cume tetibe terenat lak psl ny. haih. ble pk2 blek en, tade benefit aku na mara2. yela, kalo mara pun bkn dpt ape. diowg tetap ngate blkng. sure munyewla kn. btul la pe owg ckp, susa na cri kwn yg ikhlas,jujur n baek skang ny. sumenye fake. adela member aku tuh, dpn munyew la baek. rpt cm bestie. tp blkng fuck sial. ley jd spy sume. apelaa munyew kwn. tade hati n prsaan ka syg?haih. aku ta fake la weyh. prangay yg aku slalu bwk g skula tu, tula aku. tade cover2 munyew. tahengen la aku na cover2. ape tadpt. grr. mmg aku gewdix. so, kalo ko tasuke lntak ko la weyh. aku tadulik la. atleast aku jd dri aku sirik n ta talam dua muke. kn? haih. slme ny aku munyew la snjung korg, tp kowg wat aku cm ny erk? tasngke doe. sumpah aku sedeyh gyle. hanye ALLAH jeh yg tao betape shocked nye aku ble tao hal yg sbenr. kowg pebodoh2 kn aku je en slame ny. tape. aku sbr jeh. aku wat tatao jeh. lyn kowg cm biase jeh. mls na gado2. tp enat eh, aku tatalam dua muke cm kowg. kate kwn, tp mane ko ltk kate2 ko tu? haih. g cmpak jamban ah kate2 kowg tuh. taley pkay. muke jeh baek, aty cm fuckoo. suryla if kate2 aku ny cm sial. tp ny pe aku rase. aku syg kowg cm siblings aku sndri, tp kowg tipu aku. haih. finela. ekut kowg la na ckp ape psl aku lg. mls da na amek port. buang mse aku jeh. aku tao aku bknnye smpurna n manyak kekurngn, tp aku ta jaje maruah owg laen. lastly, aku mntk maaf if kate2 aku melampau. bye

maen nan LULU :)

2009-07-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

lulu tu cat bru aku. skang ia kene dok luar bab pagy td ia poopoo kat dlm umah. ibu mengam0k ah pe lg. tuh yg ia kene dok luar tuh. hahha. sian lulu aw. pa2 td dlm kul 8 cmtu, aku maen2 la nan lulu jap. hee. ny aksi2 ia. comeel en?

i love my LULU very muchie. haha. bab ia cute ouh. dala cute, mnje lak tu. hee. tiap mlm ia tido ats katil aku . hahah. kakak cyg LULU yg comeel ny ouh. hahha (i always ckp nan ia.haha)

mkn la local fruits. hahha

2009-07-22T17:11:00.000+08:00

ny haa. smlm ayh aku bwk blek buah mnggis. ouh aku pnye excited mkn ta enat dunia. haha. walopun ade ulser kat lips ny en. mkn ajehla. haha, da ngidam sgt doe. aggaga.

ny aksi kul 3sengah td. haha. nan muke tamndy n pkay bju KRS lg aw. haha

selekeh betul. tp tape, na tnjuk fvrte fruits aku munyew psl, redahh ajeh la . haha

let sing together with my fvrte song :)

2009-07-21T16:58:00.000+08:00

this song have a lot of meaning.

this song is meaningful n i like it.

its make me feel strong i guess. hahha ;D

i need somone who is ..

2009-07-21T15:48:00.000+08:00

responsible
good attitude
respect my fmily
handsome or cute (extra chrctrstic la.haha)
kind
understanding
loving
caring
romantic
crazy (sekepale cm i lah)
ta pnas baran
ley lyn kerenah mnje i ny
sweet

ny antara ciri2 boy yg aku idam2kn la. haha. nobody perfect kn :)

boringg

2009-07-21T15:34:00.000+08:00

as usual blek skula smpay uma kul 2. blek2 jeh tgk tade owg kat uma. ayh anta msj ckp ayh n ibu g pd ade meeting. abg lak g cri keje. huh. boringg betul. i need a sister la ! kakak ke adeq ke. bru besh. ley borak2 ke hape ke en. ny tak. sesowg ajeh. abg kjap ade kjap tade. haih. perut da ar nga skit. ny mesty gara2 asam c amoyy ny. hahha. na wat hw, penat. mlm kang ah wat. hahhaa. online pun boringg. wht can i do more? grr.

ponteng skula lg -_-

2009-07-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

pagy td aku temang0n lmbt. kul 7. haha. syok sgt mimpi kut tuh yg tasdr tuh. huhux. pa2 bju tagsok lg lak tuh. ayorkk. pas siap2 sume dlm kul 7sengah. skula aku da ar kat bndr. mane sempat. ary ny ary isnin en mestyla ade perhmpunan. kalo na dtg kul 8sengah cm biase pun talps munyew la kalo ade perhmpnan ny. hhaa. last2 ayh ckp "cuty jela dek". kalo cuty tuh mmg la best tp mslhnye da manyak ary aku ponteng aw. bulan dpn na exam . ayorkk. na tanak, kenela cuty. hahha.

ptg td g jln nan abg lg :)

2009-07-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

mule2 ayh ajk g lunch 1 fmily. pa2 pas mkn aku ekut abg g jln lak. haha. tp boringg la kluang ny. tade port yg best. haih. jln2 kp pa2 lepak kat kingdom (snooker). pa2 mase kat snuker tu aku nmpk la seseorg. hahha. lps la rendu. hahah. aku jmpe peon n capix gak. pa2 kitowg ley kutuk psl 1 girl ny. tp suare ia besar aw. peon ckp bdk tuh maknyah. hahha. tp aku tacye ah bab tgn, kaki ia cm pompuan. hahha. gigi ia slect doe (jongs). hahahah. tp last2 paktam ckp bdk tuh bkn maknyah , tp pure pompuan. hhahhah. bengang peon. hahhaha. klakar gyle td. hahah. then dlm kul 6sengah aku bru blek. hmm. penat ouh. esk na skula lg. ayorkk. boringg2. na cuty 365hari buleyh ta?? hahha. okela. i end my diaries with gudbyee :)

9-12july jln ke kedah n langkawi yow :)

2009-07-19T00:03:00.000+08:00

aku ponteng skula selame 3 hari. haha. g jln kedah. g kdah 2 hary jeh. not jln la act, ayah g jmpe kwn lame ia. da 12 thun tajmpe. kat sane tade ape pun yg sronok. tp nature view ia mmg beautiful lah. yelaa, mane taknye coz kat sne kat kwsn pnanaman padi. en? tgk kiri padi, tgk kanan pun padi. hahaha. ny pic family kwn ayh aku tuh :

* couple yg belah kiri tuh kwn ayh n couple yg belah kiri tuh prnts aku lahh :)

hmm. pas stay kedah 2 hri tuh then ary sabtu kitowg grak g langkwi. kat sane pun tade ape yg interesting. tmpat yg paling best pun underwater world :

my family tersyg

ini antre spesis2nye lah. haha ;)

aku blek ary ahad n smpay ruma kul 4sengah pagy. pa2 ayh ckp esk tayah skula. haha. aku pun anta msj kat acik van ckp tayah amek pastuh aku trus tido. hahha. cuty yg memenatkn dan enjoy gak la . haha

my befday 8july rytuh

2009-07-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

sury coz bru skang na citer. haha. hmm on my befday rytuh mmg best. my bestfrnds wat suprise kat skula. haha. amoyy, aida,eky n capix imran, thx aw guys. eky n amoyy share duet bli aku presnt. aida n capix share wet gak,tp diowg blikn aku kek. yummy2. haha., pa2 mase na blek skula kul 1.40 tuh, diowg sruh stay. aku pun stayla. pa2 tetibe eky n capix bwk pieces of cake. cheese cake n ice-cream cake (secret recipe). tanak sdap lak en aku enat. ahha. patuh adela adegan suap menyuap. haha. mmg sronok. i lovee my bestie2 ny so muchh la. huhux. thx to my parnts gak. bab diowg blnje aku bli dress n ksut. haha. thun lps diowg lupe aw befday aku, tp thun ny tak. nasebb baek. kalo diowg lupe gak, mmg aku menangess lg la cm last year tuh. hee.tp sygnye tade gmbr mse aku smbut befday aku rytuh. coz tabwk hp or cmera. haha. tp memories tuh akn aku enat smpay bile2 :)

rmbutt da pendek :)

2009-07-18T23:31:00.001+08:00

(sebelum) (selepas)

haha. so do i look diffrnt? mane lg lawa? long or short hair? hahah. my mom said "adeq nmpk lg comel ble rmbut pendek.bru cm bdk skula. haha"

wht do you say ?

da lame ta update bloggie

2009-07-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

mmg taslalu on blog pun. haha. lgpun aku bkn slalu on pc. hmm.bz wit schl sume. haih. boringg.

smlm g sunway lagoon.

2009-03-19T15:44:00.001+08:00

bru 1st time pegy tuh yg jakun semcm tuh. haha. tp ta syok ar bab aku maen sesowg. abg aku tuh gewdix betul tamao ekut., na anta kwn ia lah, g temuduga lah hapelah. haih. ibu lak skit perut. muntah2 n poopoo2. haha. ayah lak gayatla na cover perutla. hish. geram betul. tp atleast diowg teman la aku maen jadah2 kat sne tuh. hahha spnjang aku maen kat sne, owg asek pndang aku jeh., mamat india,china,endon,melayu,arb sume pnday. aku tatao la asl. pa2 men sweet2, sengeh2,lambay2. ee. sumpah sesaat pun aku talyn. haha. mase aku mndy kat swimmgpoolnye, abg yg jge pool tu lak usha aku. mntak num phone lah hapelah. mak aku tgk n sengeh jeh kat aku. kalo abg tu henshem tapela gak. pale butak.hahha. mamat tuh asek tgk aku jeh. ke mane aku berenang, ia follow. sengal en. pa2 de mamat seko nyh ensem gyle baii. ia usha aku gak. tp aku sengeh2 jela. hahha. ia pun nga swimm gak mea. ahh sudah. hahha. tp mmg seronok lah. hha. nextime pegy mao ajk 1 kmpung. hahahah. pas da mndy tuh, aku n parents aku g la sunway pyramid lak. shoping kat parkson. aku pkay wedges aw mase uh. pa2 kaki melecet. aku ckp nan ayh aku, " yahh, kuakn siper adeq yahh."aku pkay kaki ayam jeh mule2 kat dlm parkson tuh. haha. pa2 aku pkay la siper jepun. naseb baek shunn. haha.pa2 mase nga tgk kasut ayh aku, de mamat2 salesman ny usha aku. tesengeh2 cm siput. tp pun senyum jelah. lame lak tu aku dok tmpat ksut lelaki tuh. ah sudahh. mase aku na blah g tngkat ats, sowg mamat pkay bju itam jerit ' oh mann. bdk tu da blah. siall tol.'. hahha. aku tgk blkang bdk tuh lambaykn tgn. hahah. tp bestla smlm. hahha. da la. pnat menaipp. hahha. byee. arios :)

ibu ckp..

2009-03-19T15:31:00.000+08:00

(2.05p.m)

ibu : adeq..ampay kaen..

aku : ye buu.. jap g adeq ampay.

ibu : adeq.. obu tadah air tuh.. tgk kn aw, t da melimpah lak.

aku : oke buu. adeq tnggu.

ibu : adeq.. mkn..

aku : tamao lah, kenyang lg.

ibu : adeq.. ibu msuk bilik dlu.

aku : oke buu (dlm hati : na smbung chat la tuh. haha)

(3.38p.m)

tp smpay skang kaen ta berampay,air melimpah2,perut kebulur dan ibu takua2 dri blik. mmg slalu cmtu pun. haha. boringg betul 8

da lame ta on blogg ny

2009-02-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

hee. da lame sy ta on blogg ny. bz mea.

fify merajuk suda ;(

2008-12-04T23:34:00.000+08:00

td aku chat ym nan fify. patu aku ckp la aku de kat kL n na jmpe ia. ia exited na jmpe aku. padahal aku kat uma aku kat jhor nyh. haha. aku siap ckp tmpt n kul bpe na jmpe lg. n u=ia suda pun bertnye kat mak ia ley ta ia kuo esk. haha. ia ley caye en. pa2 aku wat font besaw2 n said 'senanye i kat johor lah bkn kat KL. hahahahha'. then, ia mara ouh. ngeee.
aku na memaen jeh. i syg u lah by. one day ite mesty meet jgk. kalo ta di dunia, diakhirat k? enat, i always lovee you. and u my best frnds lah. sury eah syg? nah dgr lagu nyh

i'm realyrealy sorry baby. i didn't meant to hurt ur heart our wht. plss forgive me oke?

bru pas buwat?

2008-12-04T14:56:00.000+08:00

hahha.

bukan bru pas buwat ape,

senanye aku bru jeh wat blogg ny.

hahha

jgn pk bknbkn suda lew.

memandngkn blogg ny bru d'hsilkn,

jd, tabyk la yg aku tlis.

pelanpelan la yeh aku taip story aku.

hmm.

k lah.

na bljr cane na edit mendealah ny.

haha

k byee ;)